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Friday, August 9, 2013

Esmerelda, the Tahoe Gypsy


ESMERELDA, THE TAHOE GYPSYBy: Deanne Wilsted

AUTHOR NOTE: I always thought the character, Slam, from my first book, BETTING JESSICA, was interesting enough to deserve his own story. It was when I was recently in Lake Tahoe and encountered a very nice girl named Esmerelda that it began to take shape in my brain. So, this story is dedicated to her.
*
Jessica stepped off the plane in Reno thinking only about how different this trip was from her last one to Lake Tahoe. Instinctively her hand went to her chest, where a small, heart shaped pendant hung. It had been a gift from Erik on their one year anniversary, and she had the habit of holding onto it whenever she was sad, frightened, excited, or just plain happy.
   Being with Erik wasn’t the only difference on this trip. For one thing, she pulled her luggage behind her this time, safely with her rather than lost in some airline netherworld. Thank goodness too, because on this trip her plans included learning to snowboard with Mandy and Sandy, the two friends she’d met last time. There was no way she’d last long in the freezing snow wearing only sweats.
   Plus, Slam would never let her live it down if she showed up without warm clothes. She grinned, excited to renew their friendship. She and her favorite coffee barista/snowboarder in Tahoe hadn’t been very good about staying in touch. But every now and then she would get a text from him telling her he’d ‘stomped a landing’; whatever the heck that meant. She was really looking forward to seeing him. She imagined he’d appreciate how much less prickly she was now compared to when he had first met her.
   As the taxi pulled into the Resort at Squaw Creek she thought about the other big difference in this trip and smiled. The catering company had taken off in a big way.  Rather than having to scrimp and scrounge, this time she could afford a real vacation, at a real hotel—with her real boyfriend.  Erik would be joining her in a couple of days, after his product launch was complete.
   The front desk area was crowded with people, so it took a few minutes to check in.
   “Welcome to Squaw. We have your room ready.” Once Jessica had handed over her credit card the very proper girl behind the front desk handed over her plastic room key along with a stack of messages. “You’ve received a few urgent phone calls,” the girl said.
   “Thanks.” Jessica stepped aside and scanned the first message.
   Jess – call us as soon as you get here. We’ve been trying to reach you. It’s urgent. – Sandy.
   All three messages said more or less the same thing. Confused at what could be so important, she pulled out her cell phone to check for voicemail. Her hand struck her forehead when she realized she’d forgotten to take it off airplane mode after landing.
   She waited for the phone to turn on while she walked to the elevators. By the time she got to her room on the third floor she had Sandy’s number on the screen and was calling it. She stuck her card key in the door and pushed it open while she waited for Sandy to answer. Instead, she got her voicemail.
   “Hey, this is Sandy. Leave a message. Oh, and if this is Jessica, call Mandy’s phone. It’s urgent.”
   Seriously! She couldn’t have left more details? She was really going to have to teach Sandy how to leave a voicemail, she thought as she pulled up Mandy’s phone number and dialed. She examined the room while she waited for Mandy to answer.
   A black onyx fireplace held center stage, and Jessica shivered at the thought of cuddling up in front of it with Erik. It was such a nice thought she wished he were with her now. The room also had a little kitchenette, something that might be handy for breakfast before the slopes. She couldn’t believe she was finally getting a real, adult vacation, with fun and friends, and romance. She spun in a circle, embracing all of it until Mandy finally answered.
   “Jess? We need you.” The worry in Mandy’s tone was obvious from the very first whispered word. Her spin came to a dead stop, almost throwing her off balance.
   “What’s wrong?"
   “It’s Slam. There was, there was…” Mandy’s crying kept her from finishing, but Sandy must have grabbed the phone.
   “He’s okay,” Sandy assured Jessica, although it sounded more like she was trying to reassure herself. “Or, at least, he will be, as soon as he wakes up.”
*
Jessica stood by Slam’s hospital bed staring down at the guy she’d flirted with over a year ago. Now, with his longish brown hair stuck to the pillow, his eyes closed and his face calm, he looked no older than twelve. She shook her head to dispel the image of him at that age; it only made her feel more worried and sad. She pulled a chair over to the bed and sat down, taking her turn as guard.
   Sandy and Mandy had been waiting when she had rushed into his room an hour earlier. Once she’d gotten all the details and finally convinced them she was fine to stay on her own, they had gone off to get some much needed food and rest. The beep of the monitor at the head of the bed was like the soundtrack for her imagination. They’d told her his jump had gone wrong almost immediately.
   “It was, like, a totally sick spill,” Mandy had said.
   As usual, Sandy had taken up where she left off. “Yeah, like he was hittin’ it hard, and,”
   “—went to grab off the top. But,—”
   “—his heel dragged and the edge caught.”
   “It was knarley.”
   Jessica had become lost about halfway through their dialogue. It didn’t matter. Even if she’d known who was talking she would only have understood about half the words. Still, it was enough. Even she could understand that in this case sick and knarley were a bad thing.
   They had explained that grabbing meant he had reached over and tried to hold onto the front of his snow board. Her imagination could handle the rest. A vision of him launching himself into the air and coming down on his head replayed over and over in her brain. The MRI they had done had shown brain trauma, but no neck or spinal damage; so that was a good thing. Still, shouldn’t he be awake by now?
   She glanced at her watch and was surprised to find she’d been sitting there for an hour and a half. Sandy would soon be back to relieve her. Although she hoped her friend had gotten enough time to relax, she couldn’t deny a shower sounded pretty good right now.
   She was reaching into her purse to pull out her iPhone and text Erik when an attractive female hospital person walked in. “Hi. I’m Leslie. Slam’s doctor.”
   “Hi. I’m a friend- Jessica.” They shook hands, taking each other’s measure.
   The doctor moved over to Slam’s bedside, took his pulse and then listened to his chest. “His breathing sounds good and his heartbeat is normal. Given his vitals are steady the best thing for him right now is rest.”
   “O-o-kay,” Jessica said. “But, I mean, shouldn’t he have awakened by now?”
   “It’s pretty normal in cases like this for the body to protect the brain by resting. I’d be more worried if I didn’t see some movement of his face and eyelids.”
   Jessica examined his face more closely and noticed that, indeed, his eyelids were twitching every now and then. How had she missed that?
   “So he’ll be okay?”
   The doctor glanced at her chart again. “I don’t see any reason for alarm right now. I’ll check back in about an hour to see if there’s any change. Let me know if he says anything or wakes up. Okay?”
   “Definitely!” Jessica nodded so vigorously she felt her short ponytail hit her neck.
   The doctor left and once again it was just her and Slam. Needing to reassure herself that his body was warm, Jessica reached out and took his hand. “Please wake up,” she whispered. She felt his hand twitch under her own and thought she saw his lips move.
   Had he said something? She thought she’d heard him mumble, but maybe not.
   “Slam? Can you hear me?” she asked softly.
   All was quiet and still. Jessica was about to attribute his movement to her imagination when his fingers curled around her own.
   “Esmerelda!” This time there was no mistaking it; Slam had spoken.
*
   “Are you sure?” Sandy asked for the hundredth time.
   They’d been sitting by Slam’s bed for the last forty-five minutes waiting for him to speak again, but he’d remained silent.
   “Of course I’m sure,” she snapped, then felt immediately contrite. “I’m sorry. It’s just- I’m starting to question it myself.”
   “You should go back to the hotel,” Mandy told Jessica. It was ten p.m. and they had decided to take three hour shifts with him, but Jessica refused to leave. She knew the idea that if she stayed he would wake up was irrational, but she couldn’t get herself to walk out the door.
   “I’m not really tired,” she said, eyes fixed on Slam’s lips. Come on… speak! “How about I stay for this shift and leave when you get back, Mandy?”
   She heard both girls sigh behind her, but she refused to glance away in case she missed something. Neither of them made a move to leave either. Apparently they were all going to play chicken to see who wore down first.
   “Maybe if we talked to him or something?” Sandy said. “He might wake up if he knew his friends were worried about him.”
   “Speaking of friends,” Jessica said, “who’s this Esmerelda girl anyway?”
   She heard the squeak of chair legs against the linoleum floor, and barely glancing up from Slam, caught Mandy’s face as she sat down across from her.
   “No idea,” Mandy said. “Last I heard he was dating a girl named Beatrice.”
   This finally dragged Jessica’s attention away from Slam’s serene face.
   “What? Are you kidding?” She held her hand over her mouth. “Her name was Beatrice?”
   “Seriously,” Sandy said with an answering grin. “In fact, we should probably call her or something.”
   “She moved away,” Mandy said. “Apparently she thought winter here would be less cold.”
   They all giggled at the idea of Slam dating a girl whose name was Beatrice and who didn’t like the cold.
   It was two in the morning when Jessica awakened, neck stiff from having fallen asleep slumped over on Slam’s bed. Across from her Mandy was fast asleep. And given the snoring coming from behind her, she guessed Sandy was also down for the count. She tried to rub the kinks out of her neck while scanning Slam’s face for signs of movement. As before, his face seemed as still as Lake Tahoe first thing on a summer’s morning, before the boats began to create waves.
   She debated waking up the others but instead let them sleep on and leaned her head on her hands.
   “Oh Slam,” she whispered. “How am I supposed to learn to snowboard without you?”
   His eyelids twitched and Jessica focused intently on his mouth. “That’s right,” she went on. “Come on, wake up so you can tell me all about rippin’ or hittin’ or whatever it is I’m supposed to do with my snowboard.”
   “Es?” The word was like a ghost of itself, whispered across the beeping monitor.
   Jessica reached over and shook Mandy. “Wake up,” she said. “He’s talking again.”
   “Wha…?” Mandy sat up blinking.
   “Esmerelda?” The call sounded more urgent this time.
   “Did he just speak?” Mandy demanded.
   “Yes! I told you.”
   Mandy jumped up and ran over to Sandy, shaking her awake. “He’s talking,” she told her.
   They hovered over the bed trying different way to get him to say something again. But he was silent. When the clock hit three a.m. Jessica finally gave up. Her head was pounding, her eyes stung, and her neck would probably be stuck cockeyed for weeks.
   “I give,” she said. “Let me get a few hours’ sleep and I’ll be back.”
   By their yawns and cloudy eyes it wouldn’t be long before Sandy and Mandy were both asleep as well- just not as comfortably.
*
Jessica groaned aloud when her wake-up call seemed to blast into the still hotel room at 5:40 am. How could she have been asleep for two hours already? She yawned and dragged herself out of bed, glad she had slept in her sweats so she could simply pull on her down jacket and boots and stumble to the elevator.
   In the lobby an older couple sat by the fire, sipping a cup of the complimentary coffee the hotel offered. Jessica was drawn toward the scent of the roast beans like a sticky fingered child toward a freshly cleaned window.
   Slim fingers reached out and stopped her before she could pump any coffee into her cup. “Use the other one.”
   “Huh?” She stared at the coffee pot the girl had pointed her toward, but it said decaf. There was no way she’d survive without some caffeine.
   At that moment a hotel clerk rushed up to them and, apologizing profusely, switched the signs on the coffee pots.
   “Thanks,” Jessica said to the pretty dark haired girl who had warned her. “You must be psychic. Decaf would not have worked for me this morning.”
   Despite the girl’s dark complexion, Jessica saw her cheeks turn pink.
   “I, um, well, actually, I am a little bit psychic.” She laughed, filling up her own Styrofoam coffee cup. “But in this case I’ll just claim to have good taste buds. This is my second cup of coffee.”
   Jessica smiled, studying the girl more closely. Oddly enough, her gypsy like appearance made her seem exactly as Jessica expected for a psychic. Dark, almost black hair hung in loose curls down to her shoulders. She had on huge gold dangly earrings and multiple gems glistened from the rings on her long, tapered fingers. Most striking of all, though, her bright green eyes stared into Jessica’s face, as if reading her soul. Immediately thoughts of Slam crossed Jessica’s mind and she knew she had to ask this girl if he would be okay.
   “So, um, you’re really a psychic?” she asked, walking with her over to the fireplace.
   “Well, sort of,” the girl answered. “My mom’s the real deal; mostly I use it to tell me when someone is ready to order their drink.” She laughed at Jessica’s confusion. “I’m actually a cocktail waitress at the beach in the summer- and here at the hotel in the winter.”
   “Ahhhhh,” Jessica said. So asking her anything would obviously be a waste of time. Still, she found the question spilling from her mouth before she could stop it. “Can you tell me if my friend is going to be alright?”
   The girl got a strange, faraway expression on her face, and then her eyes grew wide and the fingers holding her coffee cup shook, spilling coffee over the edge.
   “What friend? Who? Shit.” She grabbed her purse and with a panicked look in her eyes she turned toward the door. “Sorry. I have to go. I, uh… I’m sure your friend will be fine but I just saw something about someone I know and, shit! How did I miss it?” she mumbled, racing from the lobby at lightning speed.
   Weird. Lucky Jess hadn’t counted on the girl for any real information. Clearly she was nutso.
*
Back at the hospital Jessica stopped at the café to grab two cups of coffee for her friends and then made her way to Slam’s room. Hopefully Sandy and Mandy would still be asleep and she could wake them gently before sending them home to get some real rest. At the nurse’s station she asked about Slam’s status. She was glad when they said he was fine, but worried that he was still out.
   She took a deep breath before pushing the door to his room open.  She almost choked on her own gasp. The dark haired girl knelt by Slam’s bedside in tears, holding Slam’s hand and whispering to him urgently. Sandy and Mandy stood at the end of the bed, eyebrows raised.
   The girl didn’t even look up as Jessica hurried over to her friends.
   “Jessica, meet Esmerelda,” Sandy said.
   “Yeah, she like totally ran in here a few minutes ago, claiming she’d had a vision that Slam was hurt.” Mandy rolled her eyes.
   Jessica’s laughter must have surprised Mandy, but she was too amazed to hold it in. She stepped over to the bed and lowered her face eye level with the beautiful gypsy girl.
   “Hi Esmerelda,” she said. “I’m Jessica- and Slam’s been asking for you.”
   Esmerelda peered up at her with worried eyes. “Will he be okay?” It was ironic that she was the one now asking the same question Jessica had not thirty minutes earlier.
   Jessica focused on Slam. His eyes were still closed but they were twitching so aggressively now that he looked like a dreaming dog. They four girls watched his mouth curl up into a smile.
   “Es?” he asked, briefly opening them before shutting them tightly again. “Ouch.”
   Sandy ran out of the room to get the nurse, and Esmerelda lay her head on Slam’s chest, the dangly earrings clinking onto his hospital gown.
   “Hi Slam,” Jessica said from his other side.
   “Hey Jess,” he whispered, eyes still closed. “Glad you made it.”
   “Couldn’t have missed it for the world!” Nothing had ever been so true. Meeting Esmerelda, the Tahoe gypsy, had been more than coincidence; it had been fate.
THE END
This story was based on characters from Deanne Wilsted's first book, BETTING JESSICA. Deanne's books, along with her bio, can be found at:

Friday, November 30, 2012

A Family Thanksgiving Menu

by Deanne Wilsted

Starter –Toasted Family Topped with Disappointment Tapenade

As Boston blew its icy November wind through the double paned windows in Cynthia Madison’s downtown apartment, she wrapped her faux cheetah throw around her shoulders and snuggled deeper into the soft suede sofa by her fireplace. The crackling flame threw off heat, but not enough to offset the chill of panic that had come to rest in Cynthia’s body. She stared with unseeing eyes at the calendar in her lap and wondered how Thanksgiving had snuck up on her this year.

     Glancing at the nearby phone, she considered her choices. Was there anyone available who might invite her to join them for the holiday? Her mind was empty of options. All of her friends were travelling, and she was currently between boyfriends; something that was unusual for her in general and absolutely so during the holidays. Usually she depended on using her boyfriend as an excuse to avoid the very dilemma she now found herself in. Annoyed with herself for having forgotten to plan better, she contemplated her only option other than staying home alone: This year she would have to accept her sister Erin’s invitation to their family Thanksgiving. Typically, she avoided her family like the plague.

     Her younger sister Erin spent all of her time flying around the world for work. So much so, in fact, that when her husband used the term colleague she didn’t realize it was with a very different definition than you’d find in Webster’s dictionary.

     Meanwhile, her father had to actually check through his carry-on bag simply so he could bring along his own gallon jugs of vodka.

     Her opinionated grandmother spent all of her time commenting, in the most ungracious terms, on the state of the world and her family.

     And finally, there was Cynthia’s older sister Isabelle, the one person in the family Cynthia had always relied upon to keep things in perspective for her. But she knew this was no longer an option. Isabelle had struggled simply to manage her own life and her five year old twins for two years now; ever since her husband’s death.

     Family time in this environment would have been overwhelming to anyone. But for someone who insisted on an ordered life, it required a double martini to get through. Rather than turn out like her father though, Cynthia had preferred to simply avoid all family occasions. She’d been rather good at doing this for years now. So it must have been a very strong cosmic force that was bringing her to the Thanksgiving table this year.

     She picked up the phone to call Isabelle. The only good part of attending the family Thanksgiving would be getting to see her, even if she was pulled in twenty other directions at the same time. It wouldn’t be enough to make up for the angst that lingered long after spending time with her family, but it was better than sitting in her condo eating a microwave turkey dinner alone.


Pallet Cleanser – Sorbet of Three Kinds of Confusion

Having only just arrived at Erin’s home, Cynthia watched the chaos already kick-off right in front of her. Isabelle lunged for her son before he could skid into a large cloisonné vase Erin must have picked up on her last trip to China.

     “Sam red light! Red light!”

     Moments later Isabelle’s other child, Lily, almost completed her twin’s averted destruction. Closing her eyes, Cynthia waited for the crash to come, knowing it would create the first of many arguments about child rearing between her sisters. Strangely, the sound never came.

     She peeked through spread fingers to see what had happened and found herself staring into deep grey eyes framed by long black lashes. The eyes belonged to a scruffy looking guy who could have stepped off the pages of GQ magazine. He was about Cynthia’s age and held her niece, Lily, under one arm like a piece of luggage. His tall frame stood at least four inches over Cynthia; a feat considering she was five-foot-nine. Cynthia guessed if not a model, he was probably a professional snowboarder or maybe a Wall Street investor, even a college professor; and certainly a Roman God. Lily’s short five-year-old legs dangled four feet off the ground. He flicked his head to throw back the unruly brown curls that had fallen into his long face and smiled, first at Cynthia and then over at Isabelle.

     “Another disaster averted,” he said with a laugh. Isabelle smiled back at him, and making sure her son was stationary, let go of his hand.

     What was going on? Her sister hadn’t mentioned she was finally dating someone. She raised her eyebrows in silent question but her sister smiled enigmatically and shook her head.

     “This is my sister Cynthia,” Isabelle introduced.

     Tanned, long fingers released Lily carefully, placing her on her feet with a pat on the head, and then extended out toward Cynthia. “Very nice to finally meet you,” he said.

     “Yes.” For once in her life Cynthia was at a loss for words.

     “And this,” Isabelle told Cynthia as his strong, warm fingers engulfed hers, “is our new nanny, Jack.”


Main – Roast Chaos Stuffed with a Mélange of Stress, Humor, and Hope

By the time Cynthia had stored her stuff and made it to the kitchen twenty minutes later, the cooking was already in full swing. She found a corner where she could prop herself and allowed the activity to flow around her.

     “So, I told the Prime Minister that time was too short to worry about whether the moon was waxing or waning.” Erin was entertaining the room with her latest international exploits.

     Cynthia tried not to roll her eyes. Erin’s bragging affected her in multiple ways; one part of her wanted to laugh at it, while the other part couldn’t help but feel inadequate in comparison. She thought of her own last business meeting, a torturous thirty minutes in a stuffy boardroom arguing about the merits of using the word sweat in an advertisement for ladies underwear.

     “Interestingly enough,” she heard Jack interject from his spot across the kitchen, “some researchers believe the waxing and waning moon can indeed affect emotions, mental capacity and even fertility.”

     He stood at the sink snapping green beans like Gordon Ramsey in Hell’s Kitchen. Cynthia scanned the cold, metallic, sterile white kitchen. It was a perfect backdrop to his endeavor. He could have easily been a world famous chef there.

     Lost in her internal world as usual, Erin didn’t seem to hear what Jack had said. But Cynthia found the comment intriguing. She had never imagined a nanny would be so articulate and worldly.

     “That’s hogwash.” Her nana’s authoritative voice cut in from the doorway. “The only thing that affects fertility is a little hoo ha. That’s what I’ve been telling Erin. How’s she ever going to have kids if she’s never home to have sex?”

     Ouch! Nana certainly knew how to go for the jugular. Cynthia desperately tried to come up with an escape for Erin, but it turned out to be Jack that saved her.

     “Ha… but that’s assuming her trips are all business. For all we know, she might be having plenty of fun on those trips of hers.” He winked at Erin. It was just enough humor to break through Erin’s tension. The irony of it being Erin, rather than her husband, having an affair, wasn’t lost on Cynthia’s grandmother who doubled over in laughter.

     “Too bad I’m not a little younger,” she told Jack when she could speak again. “We’d make a good pair.”

     Nana took her iced tea, which even from across the room had a distinct scent of whiskey to it, and left; probably to find someone else to plague.

     It became clear, a few hours later, that dinner was still a loooong way off. Cynthia wasn’t sure why, but Erin’s meal planning apparently hadn’t counted on having a drunk father and grandmother, who each took turns destroying whichever dish they insisted on helping with.

     At one point, Nana had decided the sisters knew nothing about making gravy and pushed them aside to “show them how it was done in the olden days”. Unless historic recipes called for whiskey spilt from the chef’s drink, Cynthia couldn’t imagine it was an accurate representation.

     It didn’t take much coercion to convince their grandmother to pour herself a new drink, allowing Erin and Cynthia to sneak back over and try to fix what they could of the gravy. No matter what they tried, however, the gravy at this point would not thicken. Corn starch? Nope. Flour? As if!

     Erin and Cynthia were at a loss and wanted to ask Isabelle. Unfortunately her hands were full keeping track of Lily and Sam, who having finished their quiet time, seemed determined to hold their mom’s attention by any means necessary. Most recently this had resulted in four green bean pods being pulled from Lily’s nostrils where her brother had stuffed them before getting caught.

     Cynthia was impressed by Jack’s quick thinking when he stole a bunch of the runny brown gravy and gave it to the kids. He let the kids go at it in a bowl, providing all kinds of random ingredients from the pantry. They might have been starving, but at least they were now amused.

     Meanwhile, Dad was determined to carve the turkey. Isabelle must have noticed Cynthia’s panicked expression when Erin prepared to hand over the sharp carving knife to someone who had just polished off four large martinis.  “Jack, would you do the honors,” Isabelle asked, intercepting the hand off.

     Undaunted by Jack’s obvious carving skill, not to mention pointy knife, their dad stood over him, directing every slice.

     “Do you smell smoke?” Erin asked, her voice climbing an octave.

     They all stared at the oven where smoke was leaking into the room like dry ice from a Halloween cauldron. Cynthia opened the oven door and jumped backward to avoid the billowing cloud that erupted. Inside the oven, a pan of yams with marshmallows on top looked like a beach bonfire.

     Adding insult to injury, the smoke detector began to wail as if the whole house was ready to burst into flames. Pandemonium erupted as Jack and Isabelle pulled the kids from the room and Erin began fanning the smoke detector with a dishtowel. Apparently glad for the chance to take over carving, her dad ignored the mayhem and picked up the knife with the hand not holding his drink.

     “Oh my God! Nana, are you okay?” Cynthia realized she was the only one to have noticed her grandmother fall in the doorway.

     “Get away, you’ll ruin it,” Nana shouted as Cynthia leaned over to try to help her up. “I want the firemen to give me mouth to mouth.”

     Heat rose in Cynthia’s cheeks as she realized Jack had heard Nana’s excuse. What must he think of her crazy family? The glimmer in his eye gave away that it wasn’t what she’d expected.

     Go for it, he mouthed.

     The dare took hold. Cynthia lay down next to her grandmother and smiled over at her.

     “You’ll have to share,” she told her.


Sides – Mashed Fingers, Whipped Courage, and Sweet Flirtation Sauce

Cynthia watched her sisters’ kids chase each other around the perfectly set family Thanksgiving table and blinked back sudden tears. God! What if she’d missed this family holiday like all the others?

     Her eyes found Jack’s steady, happy gaze and the argument Erin and her dad were having faded away. Her brother-in-law’s attempt to play footsie under the table disappeared. The burnt turkey, curdled gravy, runny cranberries, and lumpy mashed potatoes lost their history and floated into a collage of colors rather than mistakes. The nanny’s gray eyes should have reminded Cynthia of the storm around her, but instead reflected his calm and humor. They shared the knowledge that in a world of lunacy, life could still be fun. Her day hadn’t started that way, but this Thanksgiving Cynthia had found a well-spring of gratitude she hadn’t even known existed.

     What on earth had ever made her restrict herself to dating guys with advanced degrees? It had been a very specific rule she’d made for herself, and now as she watched Jack pull Lily over to his side and wipe her mouth before she made another lap of the table, Cynthia couldn’t imagine why.

     Jack neatly caught her grandmother’s wineglass, which she’d drunkenly placed on the edge of her plate, before it spilled a drop on Erin’s handmade Italian lace tablecloth. Meanwhile, he diverted the conversation to soccer, something her father followed but wasn’t passionate enough about to cause any fights. Only a circus juggler could have been better at keeping so many disparate balls in the air. Cynthia’s shoulders relaxed even as butterflies played hockey in her stomach.

     At the head of the table, Cynthia’s brother-in-law, Steve, eyed Jack suspiciously. The fact that all of the women, including the colleague that he’d invited, were paying more attention to Jack than to him must have been driving him crazy.

     Ignoring the girl’s attempts to flirt with him, Cynthia felt Jack’s eyes fasten on her. He answered Cynthia’s questioning smile with a teasing wink, giving her confidence to make her own move.

     The next time her brother-in-law’s foot accidently found its way up her thigh, she aimed her stiletto heel and got him in the calf.


Dessert – Gratitude Pie

Dinner was over and the drunks and children had gone to bed. Her brother-in-law had left to drive his colleague home, and Erin and Isabelle were in the living room debriefing over Irish coffees. Like soldiers left standing, Cynthia and Jack were trying to put Erin’s kitchen back to its original pristine order.

     “I have a good idea,” Jack said handing her a pot to dry.

     “Hmmm,” she answered distractedly. Alone at last, there was so much she wanted to find out about Jack, so much she wanted to tell him, that Cynthia felt overwhelmed. His humor and easy-going interference had allowed her to actually appreciate her family for the first time in many years. Her fingers ached, not only with the need to touch him, hold him, but also with the desire to physically reach into him and extract answers about who he was… why he was.

     “Don’t you want to hear it?” he asked with a wicked grin that lit Cynthia’s insides like an Olympic torch.

     It was on the tip of her tongue: Yeah, I have a good idea, too. Let’s live happily ever after. What came out of her mouth though was a cautious, “Yessss?”

     “Yep,” he said, wiggling his eyebrows. “How about we finish these dishes, then go outside and play fireman?”

     Something loosened in Cynthia’s chest and wound its way through her body, along her arms and into her hands which suddenly felt purposeful in a brand new way. She sought to identify the feeling rushing through her. It felt like honesty. It felt like hope. It felt like love. But most of all, it felt like Thanksgiving.