Prelude
Sandra took a final swipe at the make-up on her face and
then let her hand fall to the faux granite vanity where she sat. She stared at
herself in the mirror, a wall of glass which spread the length of the room. Her
image taunted her; shoulder length curly auburn hair pulled back with a glimmer
headband, skin, pale from her many hours spent indoors practicing piano or
composing, short nails, like stubby exclamation points at the end of a ten run-on
sentences.
After years of being known as a
child prodigy, it was so much a part of her identity that she barely recognized
herself as the twenty-six year old woman she had become. An image of her
younger sister, Marie, skimmed through her thoughts. Marie had played the dark angel
to Sandra’s light one. Sexy as soon as she had grown breasts, her appeal had
only become more sophisticated and classy, leading men to trail her like notes
lingering on the piano.
It had been weeks since she’d seen
Marie. Weeks, in fact, since she’d seen any of her family. She picked up the
phone which she had tossed onto the vanity before heading onstage. The text
from Marie was still there- the words still as nonsensical as when she had
first read them.
Sandy… Dump the gig
and come meet me in Barcelona. You need a break and I need an excuse to escape
Antonio.
As if she could just back-out of a concert,
thought Sandra. Marie’s way of looking at the world was so different as to be
incomprehensible to Sandra. And yet, there was something about the text which
nagged at her. She’d been studying it for days now. And as the weekend closed
in on her the niggling idea that she could, indeed, sneak away if she really
wanted to floated its way into her consciousness. It was preposterous. But
aside from the girlish hair, pale skin, and filed nails, the dark circles under
her eyes made a compelling case.
She
pulled up the calendar on her phone and studied her schedule. She’d need travel
time, she calculated. And time to practice when she returned. It didn’t leave
much of a break. Maybe two days, max- assuming she could reschedule the recital
for the local school. Still, two days was better than nothing. Her fingers
played unconsciously with her phone, like keys on the piano, until the decision
was made.
Okay. She typed;
then pressed reply.
Sonata
Sandra made it to the airport with minutes to spare. Her
plan to meet her sister in updated clothes had been discarded alongside the
plan to reschedule the recital. The school’s disappointment had simply been too
severe to ignore. Instead she had re-jiggered her flights and run, literally,
to make it.
“Excuse me.” The tall man in front
of her didn’t seem to hear her plea to pass. “Excuse me,” she said, more loudly
this time.
The stranger continued to face
forward, holding up one finger at his shoulder to let her know he’d heard but
chosen to ignore. Sandra tapped her toe, peeking around him at the ticket desk
where she had hoped to upgrade at the last minute. She had a finger she’d like
to show him, she thought. Sighing in frustration she accepted that she would
have to stick with the cramped middle seat- the only assignment available on
such short notice.
They called the flight for boarding
and Sandra moved away from the crowd at the ticketing desk and into the crowd
at the gate. Behind her she heard a man’s baritone talking on his cell phone.
One glance over her shoulder told her it was the same man who had blocked her
way to the agents. The annoyed words running through her brain dyed on her
lips. He was- beautiful. Like when she heard a piece of music played
flawlessly, her heart beat was a recognition of his perfection.
Bright blue eyes stared out unseeingly
from a face darkened by a 5:00 o’clock shadow. The V opening of his dark shirt
highlighted his strong jaw; a jaw which formed the foundation for his rugged
check bones. But more than anything it was his mouth which had Sandra staring.
The flat, clearly annoyed lips, hinted at straight white teeth underneath, and
quirked up to one side as if perpetually mocking life.
Sandra would have dropped her eyes,
if she could have. So it was with a horrifying blush that he caught her
unintentionally listening in on the last of his conversation.
“It’s not enough to put them on the
cover. You need to give them credit. ”… “Of course they said they can’t fit it.
What else would they say?”… “Right. Well, I don’t care if they threaten to
cancel your contract; we’re talking about a hospital of kids here. Get their
name and information on the cover or find a new agent.”
“Idiots,” he mumbled, hitting the
end call button with his finger and finally noticing Sandra.
The red crept up her chest, climbed
her neck and felt like a glowing spotlight on her cheeks. Sandra prepared
herself to apologize. But before she could get a single word out, his glance
skimmed right over her and landed on the open doorway to the gangway.
Sandra spun on her flat, ballet
style shoes and shuffled toward the door, even more embarrassed to have been so
completely discounted by him. She fumbled with her luggage, checking her ticket
and comparing the seat numbers with her assignment. At least she wouldn’t be at
the back of the plane, she consoled herself. She threw her purse onto the seat
and got ready to heave the suitcase up to the overhead. Before she could raise
a finger, though, strong arms lifted it into the small space.
“There you go, miss.”
Sandra scooched into her seat and
turned to say thank you, but was again tongue tied when she realized he was
lowering himself into the seat next to hers. Was this a good thing, or a bad
thing? Two hours would surely be enough time to find her voice, wouldn’t it?
She watched the way the man tapped his cell phone on his flat palm and thought,
perhaps not.
So,
what do you do? Sandra was trying out opening questions when the flight
attendant began her emergency spiel.
“So,” she began; then noticed the
rapt attention with which the man listened to the flight attendant. In front of
them the woman, clicked an unclicked a fake seatbelt, and Sandra wondered what could
be so engaging about that. Until she noted the way the woman’s breasts squeezed
together every time she fit the two pieces together. Sandra had been on her fair
share of flights, but this was the first one where the emergency directions
felt ‘R’ rated.
Sandra stared down at the pearls
which lay against her own, black silk blouse. It was certainly feminine. But
sexy? The buttons which hit above her collarbone hid any sign of cleavage. She
tried scrunching her elbows into her side like the flight attendant had done,
and proceeded in bulging the blouse, but not much else. She looked up and
caught the passenger on the window side of her watching her with a bemused expression.
The older woman smiled briefly, and then returned to the book which lay open on
her lap.
“I’m
Sandra, what’s your name?” Even the voice in her head sounded like a little
girl now. She had yet to come up with a conversation starter- let alone the
courage to ask it. You can do it, Sandra. You perform in front of thousands of
people all the time. Just do it. The Nike quote was a favorite of Marie’s and
finally motivated Sandra to go for it.
“Do you have cranberry juice?”
Directed at the flight attendant who was waiting for her order, the question
also finally got the man’s attention. His curious eyes were more like, does she
need it in a sippy-cup, than, how about a shot of vodka for to go with it.
His own, low voice rumbled out an
order of diet coke- with a side of rumpled sheets and a steamy shower. The
flight attendant was back before Sandra had a chance to regain his attention.
And, although Sandra had her hand out, ready to take the pink cup of juice, the
flight attendant leaned across the man. She placed it on Sandra’s tray table,
never taking her eyes from the man’s.
He, on the other hand, was busily
drinking in the mounds of skin which threatened to topple out of what should
have been the very conservative blue dress shirt on the flight attendant. She
stood back and raised her arms over her head in a stretch, as if her job
serving beverages was that strenuous.
A jolt of turbulence sent her
swaying toward the man, who reached out to stop her from falling.
“Oh, thank you,” she said,
apparently surprised that at 5,000 feet, with her hands over her head, she
might lose her balance.
“Happy to help.” His smile was
warm. And the little quirk at the corner now appeared ironic and knowing. It
didn’t seem to bother him that the woman was obviously working him. His
amusement created the intimacy of a shared joke.
While he was otherwise engaged, Sandra
decided to take a cue from the very obvious flight attendant. She reached up
and casually flipped open the top two buttons of her silk blouse. Waiting until
the two of them were alone again, Sandra shifted her body toward him and with
fingers graceful from playing piano, lifted her glass of cranberry juice to her
lips. Perhaps the red color would dye her lips a luscious red like the flight
attendant’s.
With her free hand she pulled the
hair band from her head and shook out her curls. The movement reverberated down
her neck, across her shoulder and through her arm, sloshing the cranberry juice
out of the cup and into her lap.
“Damn.” She leaned forward to set her
glass on the tray table, but when she leaned back to dab at her skirt her
pearls got caught and she found herself jerked forward again. She bumped the
tray table, and more of the pink juice spilled from the plastic cup.
“Perhaps a juice box next time,” the
man suggested with a chuckle. He laid his spare napkins on her tray table and
Sandra watched the drips from the juice circumvent it and continue to drip into
her lap. Marie would have had a snappy reply, Sandra was sure. But Sandra was
at a loss. Playing a man was nothing like playing a piano. She threw in the
towel, metaphorically, and called for the flight attendant to return. As she
had guessed, the woman was at their seat before Sandra’s fingers had left the
call button. Sandra consoled herself with the thought that at least she would
get good service on the flight.
Crescendo
Sandra woke up to heavy breathing in her hotel room. Near
her on the floor, her sister, Marie was doing some sort of Pilates pose which
must have required some intense effort to hold. She dropped down to her side,
and hugged her knees to her chest, before rolling up to a sitting position.
“How long have you been awake?”
Marie asked.
Sandra yawned and lay back against
her pillow. “I just woke up,” she admitted.
“Good. I was trying hard to stay
quiet.” Marie’s stretch was far more demanding and less calculated than the
flight attendant’s had been the day before. “But, now that you’re awake, what
should we do today?”
Although Marie had been at the
hotel waiting for Sandra when she arrived from the airport, she had promptly
gone out when it became clear that Sandra’s objective was room service and an
early bedtime. “Kinda seems like it misses the point of a weekend away,” Marie
had huffed, before spritzing herself with a musky scent and shimmying out the
door.
Her late night had clearly done her
no harm. Marie was as perky as ever, even without cosmetic surgery.
Sandra played with the edge of the
sheets and considered how to answer her sister’s innocent question. She’d
reached an uncomfortable conclusion while sitting silently on the airplane. A
twenty-six year old woman should know how to talk to a man. Should know, in
fact, how to entice him to bed. But not only was Sandra clueless, she also
lacked confidence that the word entice
could be used around her with anything but humor.
“So, I was thinking,” she began
hesitantly. Marie was known for extremes, and Sandra was looking for a subtle
change, not a train wreck. “Maybe we could go out shopping.”
Marie clapped her hands and spun in
a circle. “Fantastic. A sexy dress for me and…” she stared at Sandra for a
moment and then huffed. “Forget it. It’s too depressing to go shopping with
you.”
Sandra put her hands on her hips.
“That’s not nice,” she said. “And anyway, I was thinking you could help me pick
out some new, more, uh, mature clothes.”
Marie snorted. “Mature? God, please
don’t tell me you want to replace the headband with a red hat.”
“I’m serious.” Sandra jumped out of
bed, filled with purpose. “Tease me all you want, but with or without you I’m
going out to find something fun and sexy to wear tonight.”
Marie slowed her with a hand on her
arm. “You’re serious, aren’t you?” She sounded amazed and a bit alarmed.
“Sandy, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong,” she said,
pulling out of her sister’s hold. “I just, I’m tired of being overlooked. I’ve
handled the pressure, the expectations, the image for 20 years now. Did you
realize that?” she demanded. “I counted it up. For twenty years I’ve been known
as the child prodigy. Well, guess
what? I’m not a child anymore.”
Marie stood right in front of her
and placed both hands on her shoulders. “Sandra, you haven’t been a child in
your whole life. Since you were six you’ve never had a tantrum, broken a rule,
done anything crazy, other than writing that really weird piece you called
Taco.”
“I didn’t know the other meaning of
the word, I swear.” Out of steam, Sandra lowered herself onto the bed.
Marie laughed and sat down next to
her. “I’m just saying, if changing your clothes makes you act more care-free,
then I’m with you a 100%.”
Sandra bit her lip and considered what
Marie had said. She was ready for new clothes, maybe even a new hair style. But
a new outlook seemed like a bit much.
“How about we keep it at 80%,”
Sandra said. The last time her sister had given a 100% to anything she’d
disappeared for two months. She still wouldn’t talk about that period of her
life, though she’d once mentioned it had something to do with Richard Branson.
“Deal. Go shower and I’ll make some
calls.”
Sandra didn’t even want to think
about what sort of shopping would require phone calls.
Four hours later, head covered in
foil, Sandra wished she’d asked a few more questions and limited Marie’s
involvement to 30%.
“If my hair is purple, I swear…”
“I told you, nothing too crazy. You
have to trust me.”
Sandra raised her eyebrows
skeptically but kept quiet. The hair person had already done something with her
hair that required a sharp looking razor and a heated stone. Okay, that last
part had been sort of nice. Still, she wondered how much money, and time, it
was going to take to revert back to her original hair style.
Marie leaned against the counter,
flipping through a fashion magazine. Every now and then she’d hold a picture up
for Sandra to judge. So far the pictures had received four head shakes, two
emphatic “no’s”, and a laugh so loud the other customers had shot them curious
stares.
Confronted by a pair of suspenders
made out of fur, Sandra got ready to ask what on earth she was thinking.
“Not that page, dimwit,” Marie
said. “This one.”
Sandra stared at the photo of the
woman, head down, hair covering the top of the cocktail dress. It was obvious
why she’d overlooked it. The photo was meant to be about the large gold watch
on the skinny wrist. But taking in the dress Sandra understood what her sister
was getting at. The short dress was a bright emerald green and landed in
graceful folds above the model’s knees. Peeking from the very bottom edge was a
line of light purple lace which hinted at something sexy and forbidden underneath.
One purple silk ribbon at the ankle managed to somehow suggest bondage, even in
its fragility.
“Yep,” Sandra said. “That would
work.”
Marie got a Cheshire cat grin on
her face and began to dial again.
If it weren’t for the loud bass in the music pumping through
the clothing shop Sandra imagined the song might have been worth listening to.
She shifted her weight in front of the dressing room mirror, admiring how the
fabric of the newest dress she had tried on slid up slightly as she moved.
“Are you going to let me see?”
Marie huffed. “We’ve been shopping for, like, two hours and I’ve seen a total
of three dresses on you.”
Sandra considered making her wait
for fun, but couldn’t stand the excitement of her sister seeing her in this
dress. She stepped out of the dressing room, stomping to the beat of the loud
music in spite of herself. At the three way mirror, she executed a perfect
turn, placed a hand on her hip and shot Marie a sassy look.
“Well?”
Her sister’s open mouth was enough
acknowledgment. This was the dress.
Sandra spun back to the mirror and
Marie walked up behind her with a long necklace. She placed it around Sandra’s
neck, hooked the clasp, and stepped back. Sandra’s now short, straightened
black hair clung to her neck, seamlessly flowing into the metal link chain of
the necklace. The look was both hard and sexy at the same time.
“Now for make-up.”
Sandra’s confidence fled and was
replaced again by alarm. There was no time to argue. Marie had her paying for
the dress and out the door before she could explain that the only time she wore
make-up was when a professional make-up artist applied it before a big
performance.
Finale
Sandra was glad the club they went to didn’t have any
mirrors. Given the amount of black eye-liner Marie had applied she was sure her
eyes looked like two smeared half notes. Dinner had been a rotation of tapas
spots. Sandra couldn’t remember what she had eaten and had lost count early on
of her normal 2 drink limit. She felt nothing like herself, disembodied from
the pixie-like rock-n-roll creature that had stared back at her in the hotel
room mirror.
“Over
here.” Marie grabbed her arm and pulled her toward the bar, as if either of
them needed more sangria. “Two Cosmopolitans,” Marie told the bartender then
turned to look out at the night club, people streaming toward a cookie.
“So, who’s Antonio, anyway?” Sandra
asked the question she’d wondered about for days.
“Who?” Marie’s eyebrows rose
dramatically, and Sandra wondered if that was what hers looked like now that
her sister had defined them? “Oh, right, Antonio.” She rolled her eyes as if it
weren’t even worth talking about. “Some businessman who thinks he can buy
everything.”
The pointed look Marie gave her
raised Sandra’s protective hackles. Had the guy hurt her sister?
“I’m fine.” Marie waved away the
worry she must have noticed on Sandra’s face. “He should be out of the
apartment by the time I return.”
Sandra made a somewhat drunken note to herself
to double check that all was fine when they both went back to reality. Struck
by a sudden closeness with her little sis she threw an arm around her shoulder
and gave her a kiss.
“Oh yeah.” A disgusting jerk
standing near them was practically slobbering on the bar counter.
Instead of getting upset, though,
Marie laughed and kissed Sandra on the neck. “Come on babe… let’s find
someplace more private.” She grabbed their drinks, hooked an arm through
Sandra’s and pulled her away from the bar.
“Seriously, I don’t get how you do
that.” Sandra shook her head, taking the drink Marie held out. “Weren’t you at
all embarrassed?”
“By what that idiot thought? Right! Now if had been that gorgeous guy
standing near the band I’d have been totally embarrassed- that is,
embarrassed to be hanging out with my sister.”
Sandra rolled her eyes and glanced
over to see what sort of mega-star Marie had set her sights on this time. She
nearly dropped her drink. It was the guy from the plane. The one who’d ignored
her like she was twelve but who now couldn't seem to tear his gaze from her cat
eyes.
“Well, well, well… it appears it’s
my big sister who’s 'gonna get lucky tonight.”
“Of course not Marie,” Sandra
started. But her sister was already wandering her way back toward the bar.
Sandra was happy to note that the pervert had at least left the spot he’d held.
She scanned the crowd, debating whether to follow after her sister, or find a
quiet spot to hide, and came face to face with the airplane guy.
“I’m sorry,” he said. Brows
furrowed he seemed truly perplexed. “Do, I know you?”
She would have laughed at the
overused line, if she hadn’t known that, in fact he did know her from somewhere. And it only confirmed what she’d
thought… she’d been pretty well overlooked by him the first time around. She
decided this time he wouldn’t get off quite so easy.
“Perhaps,” she said, scanning her
excellent auditory memory for what he’d said on the phone conversation she’d
overheard. “You’re an agent, right?”
Oops, that must have been the wrong
direction. His body language changed from interested to closed-off in the blink
of an eye.
“Ahhh. I see.”
This time she did laugh out loud.
As if she needed an agent. She’d
never needed to pursue anyone. Agents, artists, producers, other performers,
they’d all thrown themselves at her- or more precisely her mom- since she was
eight. Her laughter confused him. Once again he looked at her curiously. The
quirk in his mouth gave the impression that he was calculating the odds of
being wrong about her. It amazed Sandra how one little muscle could be so
expressive.
“What are you drinking? Can I get
you another?”
Sandra squinted at her glass,
surprised it was almost empty. “It was some sort of cranberry drink,” she said,
belatedly realizing the connection with the drink she’d ordered on the
airplane. “But I’d rather have water, if you don’t mind. I think I’ve had
enough.”
“Huh!” He rubbed his chin and
studied her face intently. “Stay here. Don’t move. I’ll be right back.” He
turned to walk off then spun back as if to check that she was still there.
“Don’t move,” he said again.
Sandra barely took a breath before
her sister popped up in front of her.
“Well?”
“So, it turns out I sat next to
that guy on the plane here and he never even noticed me. In fact, even now he
doesn’t remember who I was. I mean, it was just yesterday,” she huffed.
“Cool, so you have the advantage
then.” As usual Marie’s reasoning was both smart and also a little lopsided.
“But, what do I say?”
Marie cocked her head and gave the
question serious consideration. “Well, I know what I’d say.”
“Okay, what? Hurry, He’s coming
back.” Panic gripped Sandra. She held Marie’s arm so she wouldn’t escape.
Marie smiled. “No… I don’t think my
way would work for you. But hey, what if you treated him like a composition?
What’s that first part again?”
“A prelude…”
“And you told me a prelude
introduces the main movement and sets the theme. Right?”
“Okay, yes.” Sandra tried to return
the guy’s smile as he wound his way toward them.
“So, this is your prelude. Your
theme isn’t my theme. But if I had to take a guess, it would have something to
do with a new stage in your life, something anyone could relate to. Good luck.”
She pulled from Sandra’s death grip
and shot her a parting smile and a last piece of advice before gliding out to
the dance floor. “Probably you should start with your name.”
Sandra set down the sweating glass
and rubbed her palms down the side of her dress.
“So, I’m Sandra,” she said when he
got close enough to hear her. “We met yesterday. But I’m not the girl I was then. That’s why
you don’t recognize me. What’s your name?”
“I’m Sam.”
He still didn’t recognize her, but
that didn’t matter. Sandra realized it gave her the freedom to be whomever she
wanted. The thought was as freeing as a lively allegro. A new composition began
to circle in her brain, something with sultry tones and a strong beat.
Something that sounded like the woman she could be.
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